#5 Glimpse

Thus far, my blog posts have been memories about my spiritual journey starting years ago. Many notebooks and journals I’ve kept over the past 8 or 9 years, provide a loose outline of that.

For a change, I thought we could ‘flash forward’ to this year and I’ll show you what my conversations with Soul are like today.

3.8.24

[Me] Good morning. Thank you for helping me with all the challenges in the past couple of days. Yesterday I felt so empowered. I felt ‘I am a writer.’ It’s awesome. So many things/feelings happening simultaneously. Empowered, accomplishing tasks, great discussions, great people

[Soul] Just a glimpse

[Me] Manifestations coming to fruition. This big love of mine I’m gonna let it shine…

[Me & Soul] This big love of mine, I’m gonna let it shine, let it shine, shine, shine, let it shine. (Usually, this little ditty is my rambling song, something I write to keep my pen moving along with it being a positive manifestation. This is the first time Soul has joined in 😊)

[Me] Wow! I am letting it shine, my big love shines out into the world

[Soul] Yes, you are-we are

[Me] Did I manifest that with my song?

[Soul] Did you?

[Me] I think I did. The importance of what I think and what I say out loud in joy. Voice words to music in joy

[Soul] Yes, you are the master, the creator

[Me] Yes, yes, I am. We are

[Soul] We are

[Ramblings] manifesting my new home in North Carolina, describing what I would like and how I feel about it…’life is good’

[Soul] Yes

[Me] I rest in the peace of my Soul

[Soul] We feel your small shadow of uncertainty

[Me] It was just momentary; I recognized it and squashed it. I know that whatever is in store for my future will be benevolent, will be a grand adventure, will be amazing, I know that I...

[Soul] We know that

[Me] It’s like fear is gone, gone, gone. I know all of this to be true. Our connection, lesson after lesson, like I have arrived, like I’m home

[Soul] You are. You are the Creator; it just took some earthly time for you to believe it. For us, if we had such a thing as time, it would have been a mere moment

[Me] I wouldn’t want the word ‘home’ to be confusing to others in my writing. For me it is ‘home.’ Please help me come up with a word about where you/we exist when not on earth

[Soul] Everywhere

[Me] So All is one? Bliss?

[Soul] You are trying to define and limit

[Me] When part of you (me) is not on earth, where are we?

[Soul] In the frequency of pure love

[Me] How do I explain that?

[Soul] You don’t. You FEEL it. It is different for everyone, so many words, so many languages

[Me] Nirvana? Heaven? Utopia? Maybe another author has a good description? Enlightened…in the light! But how to explain that…

[Soul] FEEL that

[Me] Formless, where we are pure energy and consciousness, Bliss

[Soul] Human minds may not be able to understand the concept. Use whatever word makes you comfortable. No human word can encompass “All is One.” Humans cannot ‘get it.’ It is at a frequency that is too high for humans on your planet. ‘Bliss’ works, ‘Home’ works, any word you are comfortable using. We know how you like words and love definition. By defining or attempting to, you are limiting. It’s feeling, it is like an indescribable feeling for humans. You cannot be all things to all people or in this case, readers. Those who are ready to get it will get it. In your voice, in your words. You-be-you-be-you

[Me] Thank you for that reminder

[Soul] We are always with you, ‘partners in crime’ as you might say ‘thick as thieves’

[Me] You are funny

[Soul] We are funny

[Me] We crack us up sometimes!

[Soul] Joy, it is joy to be together

[Me] Yes, perhaps the greatest joy of my life right now

[Soul] Many, many joys to come

[Me] Thank you

[Soul] Thank Us. You know your part is co-creations now. We look forward to seeing, experiencing all the joy that is coming your way

[Me] Thank you

[Soul] Thank Us!! Now create, create, create, with your newly reawakened awareness

[Me] I’m the creator, the picker, the chooser, the painter

[Soul] Yes! Yes, you are (hug)

[Me] It’s a feeling, not a place

[Soul] Everyone, every human idea will be a different creation for each. ‘Heaven’ to use a common phrase, is different for every human consciousness. For you it is ‘home,’ where you are when you are not here

[Me] At some point in my human life I will want to explore more, learn more, discover more

[Soul] You already do, but you ‘choose’ to do that on earth currently. Stay for as long as it suits you. You choose

[Me] I feel that I have much more to do here

[Soul] Than you do

[Me] It’s exciting, like the possibilities are endless

[Soul] They are

[Me] I’m looking forward to it

[Soul] Yes, We are, you sense, you feel the possibilities and your power

[Me] Great collaborators

[Soul] We are

[Me] Thank you

[Soul] Thank us

[Me] Thank me

[Soul] Thank we! We are all you and all are one

[Me] I appreciate that you are all available to me anytime

[Soul] We ‘All’ are and always will be. How much is up to you, the Creator

[Me] I see

[Soul] You are beginning to. You have had a peek. We only sent you what we think is humanly possible to understand. Baby steps. What’s to come will ‘blow your mind’ in amazement. You feel like the flood gates have opened. Let all good things flow to you

[Me] Thank you

[Soul] Thank Us

[Me] Haha! Thank We, thank Me

[Soul] Do-be-do-be-do